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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
long time didnt update here. many things had happen and i dont know why im not strong in handling all this problems.i just cant face it,i cant face it strongly.i know that Allah give humans a test because Allah knows that we can do it if we get it.its midnight now.i dont feel happy.eventhough life is filled with family,friends,FOOD,but 1 thing is missing.i know my friends give me their love but my family?i know they love me but the way they express their love is in a way of memerintah only.why?siblings have totally changed!1 incident happen and they didnt talk to each other nearly 6 years?yeah.6 years sayang.i would rather die than not talking to my siblings until 6 years of it.dont they love each other?but i love them.in a word,i hate fighting actually.i hate seeing people around me fight.why should we fight when we can live in harmony in this world?i need them,they are my pembakar semangat long ago before all this happen.Allah,give me the patience to keep on living in this cruel life. i know i need you, but i know we cant go on. you need to go and look ahead. as for me, dont worry. i will try my best to succeed in my studies and life, i know you dont have my url for this blog but i still love you. i pray to Allah to make my heart strong. make my mind focused in doing every bit of work with patience. i dont know where you go for your holidays(isit?) but i know and we know we will always remember each other :( Labels: heartbreak |
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